I hate July

Missy,

Life can be unfair and I'm so sorry July has twice brought you heartache. I wish science were advanced enough so you weren't faced with this horrible choice.

We're all here for you and please know that I'm sending lots of hugs and healing your way.

I'm w/you...July sucks...big time.  Two summers ago (2007) in July I ended up in the hospital having my kidney removed...then July 2008 and July 2009 I have had miscarriages.

I'm sorry you're going through this again.  I can't even imagine the extra anguish involved because of the pregnancy being ectopic.

I had been on vacation from July 1 - 8.  So it's back to work today, found all this out yesterday.  I never told anyone that I was pregnant, so everyone keeps asking, "How was your vacation?" I just smile and say "fine". It's so hard not to break down. 

I saw that you've had 4 in the last few years, I feel for you.  I know you're going to keep trying and I wish you all the luck.    Right now I don't know if I want to go through it again, maybe in a few months I'll feel different.

I know what you mean about the vacation...I was supposed to have gone to India this week, but after finding out I was pg, I cancelled the trip but took the week of anyways, to stay home and not do anything in an attempt to get past the 6 week mark...but spent it instead having my fourth mc.  NOT my idea of a vacation.

I do plan on trying for a while longer...but will wait until I talk to the drs in the states next week to find out if they can do any additional tests before starting again.  I know I can have a baby...I have a 14 year old son...I just think somethings screwy w/my body that's stopping it from happening again. 

Give yourself time and hopefully in a month or two, you'll be ready to try again.  I know it's taken you a while to get pg the second time...and it's unfortunate about the ectopic...but I would hope that that was a fluke and that your next pregnancy would proceed normally.

If you need to 'talk,' I'm only a PM away.  Please feel free to contact me.

I'm sorry. Please take care of you during this process of healing.

I'm so sorry.

I am sorry, Missy.  You'll be in my prayers.

Last July I had an ectopic too....  But this June I had a beautiful baby boy!  :-)

Maybe June will end up being your month too.

Cindy

Thanks.
Congrats on your baby boy.